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    May 26

    她还是那么孤单

      她28岁,170公分的个子,很瘦.在一家服装厂工作,每天踩缝纫机很长时间.工作间内时常挂满缝制好的衣服.有时红艳艳的一片,有时蓝乎乎的一片,那样浓重的颜色总让人联想到张艺谋的电影.
      她的工作还算做得不错,但也仅仅是个打工者而已.她对自己没有太多的需求.譬如现在,住单位宿舍,有块属于自己的空间,工作之余,她就喜欢待在这里.她鲜有朋友,养了一缸红色的鱼.
      她没有谈过恋爱,其实很想有个男朋友.但也不知道想找个什么样的.有时她也相亲.坐在某个茶馆里,低着头看桌上的茶杯,一句话也不说.
    一个人时,她逛碟店,买书.晚上,默默地看一个港台的言情片.有时也会为剧情哭,哭一会会想,什么时候自己能有爱情呢?
    有时做梦,会在梦里长出一对翅膀,她从楼顶飞下去,看到自己的样子,就是<情癫大圣>里女主角乐美艳变好看了的样子,穿这白色的衣裙,很甜美.有时也会梦见自己和一个面目模糊的异性亲吻,醒来时脸是红的.
     她去过婚介所.工作人员问及她对异性的要求时,她总说:没什么条件,只要谈得来就行.
     从婚介所得到一些应征者的电话.她煲了一个月的电话粥,总是觉得对方和自己话题谈不拢.每次都说不了几个回合,她就说,还是算了吧.
     她有时对没有男朋友这事儿很着急,睡着睡着会忽然醒过来,然后就再也睡不着.有时又一点不急的样子.她说,来日方长,反正等这么大了,一定要等到自己满意的再说.而且结婚也不一定有意思.你看娱乐圈,多少明星,合了散了,多无聊啊!
     日子一天天晃过去,她始终那么孤单.直到有一天她生病,独自在房间里差点死去.在那一刻她才明白,爱情不过就是在你最需要的时候,有一个温暖的怀抱可依.

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